I have mental illness including adhd and Bipolar disorder. I worked for a company and I was targeted every day for being a person protected under ADA. The violated ADA and I have recordings of the malicious intent and hr telling me if they knew I was disabled they wouldn't have hired me. I told them first week because I didn't wanted to be discriminated against during the hiring process. My diagnosis includes now after I was targeted for months and fired is now, Panic attacks, manic depression, adhd, night terrors, borderline personality disorder, OCD and PTSD. Before this company I had only ADHD and Bipolar disorder despite being severely abused as a child, I was able to sleep at the verry least and function to an extent that I could be called an adult. Now my brain turns off if I need to answer a question or read something to somone, it refuses to do it and the same goes for math extra. I have panic attacks every day and every night, I wake up drenched in sweat and my adrenaline pumping. And that's not if the night terrors and ptsd are manageable that night. I get if I'm lucky 2 hours of sleep after spending 9 hours counting my breathing trying to chill out. I can't work yet I'm forced to because the disability office said I can't get benefits if I work and earn past around 1500 a month. I can't get treated because I need intensive care , meds and daily meetings but I can't get the meds without the meetings but I can't work and attend the meetings on a daily basis. I finnaly got a court date but I'm afraid I won't make it to that. I'm at the point where I'm scratching away at my skin Making patches. My existence is painful yet this system forces me to suffer. I just wana post it cuz im all alone and I'm being told I can't receive treatment and work.. but I can't live without money (family all dead only blood alive if from my abusers side of the family that I don't even have a number for).