Honestly, I'm terrified as fuck to try and find a new job.
My current job does treat me well, the boss is very friendly, and the work culture is pretty sweet. I mean I some times I work on models and miniatures while I work and no one says a damn thing as long as I get my shit done.
But I could honestly use more money. And we have had a lot of management departures lately.
I'm so scared that I can't get paid better. Or paid as well. I'm scared that once I start somewhere else. I don't be good enough and be fired and then I let my family and household down.
It's really is paralyzing. I don't really know what to do.
I got my line out in the water, but I'm not letting anything bite, and I'm not really even putting bait on the hook.
How do I defeat this feeling.