Waking up forcefully hating the morning and hating that you have to wake up like that 5/6 days a week for years to come is where it starts just to make money for someone else while he's enjoying his time, eating best food, travelling and then he throws you the crumbs in order to get food, shelter, water and electricity and come back tomorrow drained, sad, destroyed from what happened yesterday whether it's the meaningless rules dress like that, look like that, smile now, don't smile now, say that, don't say that, getting permissions to take breaks if this isn't slavery what is if i can't decide what to wear or what to say, if i can't decide how my face expressions look like what kind of soul crushing lifestyle is that? for what? to live. one come back to home totally drained, frustrated of what happened during the day and driving in the traffic, thinking what would i do in the little time i have left from the day, whether you're single or married it will utterly destroy you. each comes with some taste of destruction. and the loop goes on from generation to another while getting worse.