The debilitating realization that I’m an animal stuck at a desk saying shit that makes no sense to me, and I don’t know how anyone understands what I’m saying.

“Oh yes your balance is this and this because of a and b and c” “Okaybhit how does the b relate to this and some other thing is this?” “Because the z and x are this much and that makes pi” “Oh j got it now” DO YOU???? BECAUSE I DONT IM PRETTY SURE I MADE THIS SHIT UP I DONT KNOW WHAT IM TALKINN ABOUT ANYMORE