The non-optional, non-anonymous “self reflection” I have to turn into my manager every 6 months to prove I’m worthy

I just joined 5 months ago. The first like 2 months were spent either sick or trying to get my footing, while dealing with unrelated personal trauma, and this feels invasive. https://preview.redd.it/r91nkltp9jq91.jpg?width=1668&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=60dce6503fa36e98be62836906c2f0d5e47026f2