I’m becoming increasingly hopeless with anything work related. I have severe depression and anxiety that worsened exponentially since the pandemic started, to the point where I was fired in April because I couldn’t even keep my amount of call outs within my approved amount for FMLA leave. I was able to take two months off (the best months I’ve had in years tbh) but I’ve just recently started another job. I was excited at first because it’s a different subspecialty, but literally one week of orientation and training and I’m already exhausted and sick of work. I don’t want to live like this, but I also have to eat and put a roof over my head. Wtf are we supposed to do in situations like this? This isn’t healthy. We are literally killing ourselves to just stay alive. It’s maddening. I feel like I’m losing my mind.