I’ve accepted my dream isn’t economically viable. I dream too big, and I don’t want to just work towards those dreams and fail. Passions just aren’t economically viable.
Hence, if I’m stuck living, I want to be able to live as carefree of a life as possible. I don’t want to have to leave bed. I don’t want to have to get dressed and fancy just so I’m not looked down upon, despite the fact I’m not attractive anyways. I don’t want to do repetitive, meaningless work.
So I was wondering if getting arrested is a viable option. If I could move to some country, commit some minor crime, and live in prison. At least then I could be free of having to deal with people that make me feel worthless.