Life isn't that great. It really doesn't matter what you did in your spare time on earth. It's about what you did for the community and for others. You are not on earth to enjoy it. We are not alive, we are just slowly dieing. Accept the fact that all of your memories will die with you. Not your memories or what parties you:ve been at but whatever you did for people with worse quality of life will mean something to the world. Keep on working guys.