I’m a server at a restaurant and I find that it’s hard for me to not give away my shifts. It’s not that I hate the job, and I know I need money, but my top priority is music and I spend a lot of time working at that. It gives me everything I need mentally emotionally spiritually, but when it comes down to it, it doesn’t give me anything financially. Am I lazy? I feel like I might be a little bit at least when it comes to going to this job, but I work very hard at music because I enjoy it. I would love to just be able to enjoy the wealth of the world, and work on what fulfills me, given there is so much wealth… but Is there a way to overcome this and change my perspective? Perhaps I’m too idealistic. Idk it’s been a problem I’ve had for awhile, laziness when it comes to a job. I just feel like I’m meant for more than serving people all day. Can anyone offer advice on this? I need to overcome this part of myself and accept that this is the world I’m living in but it’s difficult.