Why do i have to work my whole life to get nowhere i am 19 got a job paying 19 a hour and make more than all of my friends but i still don't see a point. So far i have just been working with not much free time i work about 45 hours a week at a labor job and it just sucks, i want to just stay home and relax. It feels almost useless saving so far in the 8 months i have worked i have made enough money to buy me a computer and a ps5 and now im just saving for college because it cost so much and hopefully i just find something in college i can do and have a good life. Right now im thinking about comouter science just because i heard it has jobs with good work life balance. But i almost feel like its pointless even if i get a good job and save alot of my money i will still always have to depend on that income and i can never stop working the best thing i can do ig is get a good work/life balance job but i might not even be able to pass CS (because im horrible at math) and then just end up with a bad job again and college debt 4 years behind. And if everything does go well will i even be happy with my decision in CS or am i just going to regret it what if i have a horrible life working more than 40 hours a work still?