So I had been working in one company for 1 year and quitted the company last year in autumn. I quitted because I felt very exhausted emotionally and physically. So I found a new job but couldn't work there because I got panic attacks because of new people. So my boss from the first company called me after 2 months and asked if I want to return. I was told that conditions will be changed, salary will be bigger and I will have less overwork. It was a lie. Now that boss moved to another city and have a new position in the company and I had to do the part of her work.
I told my boss that I am not ready for the such kind of work and I am not sure. She didn't react.
I want to quit as fast as possible but the talk with my boss makes me so worried and nervous. I feel blame that I want to quit because my colleagues are new workers in the company and they don't know all aspects of the work. I also feel blame thinking how will do my work and etc. I don't know why it bothers me a lot. Like I understand that after some days they will forget about my existence but still can't get rid off such worried feelings.
About new conditions at work: the salary will not change that much and it's really not enough for my position in the company, have lots of financial responsibilities and organization of events, to control the other workers of the department work and to be responsible for them and other responsibilities.
How can I calm down? Has anyone faced with something like this?