I only applied because welfare. Yes yes, it's shitty, i'm lazy depressed and need more therapy. Or the right chemical concoction.
I'm lax with texts. I mentioned because moody and up all night and asleep all day. That they are about and hours drive away. I don't respond to calls. They say they're booked all day with interviews but want to get me in. Then hire one of those people! I'm neither enthusiastic or pleasant. I know, i don't like it, but it's proven true often enough. Flip side is i know i need employment because i need to stop being a a leech.