Work has been stressing me out lately my neurofibromas type one which causes other disabilities like impulsivity and adhd been making work hard I’ve had cusutmers complain I don’t talk to them or I seem like I’m in a bad mood when I’m not like when I bag their groceries I zone out and focus on bagging I can’t help it it just happens I already got written up for it earlier this year I was good for a while then a customer complained again that I seemed angry and was rude even tho I wasn’t I was smiling n stuff and I misunderstood a managers instructions and they got mad at me and also complained about me and a con worker said hey you’re supposed to be facing beans as you go and I’m like yes I know that’s what I’m doing and she took offense too that and she’s also a veteran con worker meaning she’s been there like 16 years or something. I’m talking to my therapist my neurologist to submit letter of my adhd and Ada form I been scared and worried I could get fired or something I don’t trust any there at this point but seriously has been mentally draining me and I’m scared il get fired or something because it’s a fuckin at will company . I dont know if I’m being paranoid worrying ir not they do know I’m a good worker I’m never late and never call out and I get stuff done either way I’m getting these forms in as soon as possible and I hope I can get that write up removed from my record because I don’t think it’s fair I’m being punished for something out of my control I felt pressured into signing it and I didn’t know what to say when I was being written up but I been thinking a lot and realized I’m being picked on for it