I've recently been looking for a new job because my last few only paid around $14 an hour and I couldn't even survive.
Just looking through job listings now makes me so depressed I just wanna give up. Most jobs either pay very little, have ridiculous expectations, or are just scammers trying to get info.
I have yet to find/work a job that doesn't make me wanna jump off a cliff everyday and they all pay less than a living wage
I have no motivation to work or find I job, but I'm forced to. And I know whatever job I find next I won't be able to give my all because I'm just so over the work force in general. I'm tired of this.
I want to feel like all my efforts actually mean something or at least will get me to the next stage in life, like buying a house or car. But that's just not feasible today.
Which is why this crap all feels so pointless. It's not that I don't want to work, I just want to feel like I'm actually accomplishing something instead of just “working to work”.