I loathe that I, a disabled person who cannot work and who needs supports, am supporting two people in my life with their career/employment objectives/performance because if they don’t work, all of our lives will go to hell. As a result, I am extremely burnt out and not meeting my ADL needs.

Edit: I want to clarify that I loathe these employers, this work culture, and late capitalism. Seriously, I have one doctor repeatedly wanting to put me in a group home. Previously other doctors tried to put me in a nursing home. Everybody is burnt out. I don’t know how people are surviving it. And the truth is, many people don’t survive it.