Abit about myself, i was an office worker for a tech company for twelve years, then got sacked over “reconstructing” about 5 years ago, same old exploiting stories that im not gonna bore you all with.
After getting fired, i tried applying for some other jobs but I can only do like a year more then Im like “enough of this shit already”, i quitted for good and started a small business for myself (making/selling art stuff). I made half as much as before, but im way happier, also WFH allows me more time to go to the gym. Overall, its better.
But then lately i realized i can never be fully relaxed like before, although im not struggling, im not financially stable either, i find myself constantly thinking about work, about what i need to do next to make money ( i make art stuff on commissions so my income is not the same every month).
I used to be somewhat of a hardcore gamer, but lately i cant seem to enjoy playing games anymore. Although i do have free time frequently, everytime i pickup a game to play, im constantly stressing about how this is “non-productive” time.
Fuck the exploiting work culture, i know i shouldnt feel like this, but i can't
[Rant off]