Working a 9-5 everyday Monday through Friday has me on the verge of a mental break day every single day. I can’t fucking keep up with this so I’m seriously considering just killing myself. Doing this for the next 40 years and praying my 401k, retirement benefits whatever the fuck it is called is still intact seems like absolutely fucking hell. I don’t give a shit about this type of life just for the privilege of being alive and keeping a fucking roof over my head so I don’t die of fucking hypothermia. Fuck this I am fucking out. The monotony is not worth it for 40+ years just to wait to die. I’m seriously thinking about dying as it is. I just want to leave this life behind so I don’t have to deal with it at all. Fuck this. This is fucking bullshit I am out.