Categories
Antiwork

Terrified of getting a new job

I graduated in 2017 with a law degree. Had 10 jobs in 5 years due to depression and anxiety, relationship problems. Saw a lot of toxic things happen at a few companies. My opinion is that companies are either really good or really toxic. They either get it or they don't. I was clinically diagnosed with depression and anxiety last year. Barely worked during covid. Got a job end of 2021 which barely lasted a month. Counted the days too. I was humiliated often. So that was my last job and i haven't worked in a year since then. I thought of suicide but never tried. Went on disability in July and now back on unemployment. I cant stand looking at Indeed. I want a part time but can't find many in my field. I just really dread ending up in yet another humiliating environment. Employers dont realize how little…


I graduated in 2017 with a law degree. Had 10 jobs in 5 years due to depression and anxiety, relationship problems. Saw a lot of toxic things happen at a few companies. My opinion is that companies are either really good or really toxic. They either get it or they don't. I was clinically diagnosed with depression and anxiety last year. Barely worked during covid. Got a job end of 2021 which barely lasted a month. Counted the days too. I was humiliated often. So that was my last job and i haven't worked in a year since then. I thought of suicide but never tried. Went on disability in July and now back on unemployment. I cant stand looking at Indeed. I want a part time but can't find many in my field. I just really dread ending up in yet another humiliating environment. Employers dont realize how little it would take them to drive me into suicide. I dont know what to do.

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *