i’m 21 and currently in a part time job which only has me in a couple days a week, this already has me suicidal as i just cannot stand working it makes me incredibly depressed and exhausted – i’ve had a few jobs now so it’s not like it’s the specific job which is the problem, the work is easy enough i just hate it. i don’t know how to deal with the fact that when i finish uni i’ll have to be working 5 days a week it’s seriously making me consider suicide before i have to come to it. working until i die is just not the life for me, i try talk about this to people but just get the whole ‘find something you love and you’ll never work a day!!’ bullshit. i don’t want to work forever making someone else rich, id just rather die. how do i even move past this? i cry before going into work almost every time, this life sucks and i don’t know how more people aren’t depressed over this