I've been waking up 4hrs early and sitting on the couch just thinking about work and what else I could be doing that makes me happy. I hate this. I was doing what I loved before covid and then my boss closed the business. I now have a job that I hate and I feel like I'll never be happy again. I shouldn't be constantly thinking about my low paying job but it's in every waking moment. I wish I could be my own boss and do what I love . Creating unique things.