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Work is falling apart….

Well okay so I'm really not the type of person to rant but recently I've been having trouble finding a job for the last 6 months. I started as a cashier ($10/hr) the job way really easy and steady income, stayed there for nine months, but when I graduated HS back in may and I wanted more. just better pay in general. So I quit this job go to another back in July. (Big mistake)The new job was exhausting so much work for $11/hr and my manager was working me full time although we talked about me being in college soon in August so when school started up he ended up letting me go because I was only getting 15 hours per week when school started. I didn't really care because I hated that job anyway because I thought I was going to find another instantly. First week goes by.…


Well okay so I'm really not the type of person to rant but recently I've been having trouble finding a job for the last 6 months. I started as a cashier ($10/hr) the job way really easy and steady income, stayed there for nine months, but when I graduated HS back in may and I wanted more. just better pay in general. So I quit this job go to another back in July. (Big mistake)The new job was exhausting so much work for $11/hr and my manager was working me full time although we talked about me being in college soon in August so when school started up he ended up letting me go because I was only getting 15 hours per week when school started. I didn't really care because I hated that job anyway because I thought I was going to find another instantly. First week goes by. “I'll find one soon” I thought. A month, then two months and all the way until now. I have gone everywhere. Fastfood-retail-office jobs I've gotten nothing. I have done 40+ interviews man I am so close to giving up. I have no idea what to do. Although I do start a new job tomorrow this place has so many red flags I don't even want to go. It pays well 16/hr but I'm only getting 17 hours per week. Im barely making it if I choose to go. Management seems Terrible they pushed back my start date 3 times as of now and it's been over a month since I've gotten hired. I just want a job that I can do honest work at this point I don't even care about pay anymore everything fell apart when I left my first job and it's haunting me. I feel afraid to ask to go back because I will feel like a complete fucking failure. All I have done this year was fail. This is a harsh feeling of life setting in right after highschool and it really sucks. I haven't even been in the mood to go to school anymore but I still go and I've just been getting lazy. All I do is go to the gym and come back home to play video games. I have a ton of $ saved up but I was planning on getting a truck with it. But now it's going to rent that my parents now started making me pay after HS. And my current car insurance. At this point my savings will dwindle down to 0 if this keeps up through next year. I am fucking lost. I'm genuinely considering unemployment or something of that sort. Although I'm not the type of person to take the easy route. Let me know your thoughts on this thanks.

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