nsfw tag for mention of ptsd, sexual assault, et
This is a long post i apologize but if anyone decides to read it thank you <3
So first off i’m freshly 18 and had to leave my moms house cause when i was younger her husband SA’d me and nothing was done about it im just now starting to remember everything and they’ve acted as if nothing happened. I left her house with no money and the easiest job i could get was amazon. I started and within my first week i was verbally harassed and asked for my station to be moved since i was still in training, they asked me to let them report it and i said okay. The guy continued to harass me and i found out they didn’t even report it and they told me i had to call the ethics hotline. I called and they hung up on me, at this point i was very scared to even be at work due to my past because the harassments got more aggressive but i stuck to it. A while later before halloween i got sick while at work, i called out a few days and was supposed to go back but i got worst when my mom didn’t tell me my brothers were sick on halloween, (i still try to be part of their life cause i practically raised them) so i extended it then went to the doctors and urgent care they told me they weren’t sure what was wrong so i just stayed home my friend i live with got better so he tried to go in but they told him since he had a leave case open he was seen as inactive so i called to ask if that was the case and i was told yes and since my hr case was still open i thought i wasn’t supposed to go. The following day i checked my unpaid time and it was fine but then later that night or the next morning i checked again and it said i was in the negatives(if you get in the negatives you get fired). I was confused so i called and spoke to one person who told me the only way to fix it was to extend my leave to cover that day and that i had to talk to disability and leave. Once i was connected a lady told me that i wasn’t supposed to stay home and they lied, but if i’d like to extend it i can do so. I said okay but she said i would be on short term disability and they would need information about a treatment plan and some more stuff. I then decided i would go to work Thursday and talk to hr face to face so the time could be excused due to the confusion but before Thursday came i got an email saying if i didn’t reply with an explanation in 48 hrs i’d be fired and i emailed back explaining everything but they didn’t reply so i called to ask again if i should go in or not and the person i spoke to wasn’t speaking properly and i could barely understand them. They were rude and not answering my questions so i was still unsure on who to believe and i live more than a half hour away from the job location and if i would’ve went and they sent me home i would’ve had to take the bus late at night and due to my previous life experiences and the PTSD that followed i wouldn’t of been able to get home alone. They kept giving me different answers or no answers so i wasn’t sure what to do anymore and they sent me another email saying if i didn’t reply in 24 hrs i’d be fired so replied saying i had already sent an email explaining everything and they said i had to do the short term disability route and i said i’d try and go in again to have it excused cause they had done it before when they’re system incorrectly took my time off. I went to check my schedule and they had logged me out so i was confused and when my friend went to work again the manager was happy i wasn’t there because i “hindered” his work speed.Apparently they fired me and i’m only just now finding an email saying i voluntarily resigned due to “job abandonment”. Pretty sure i’m going to be homeless soon but hey make the rich people more money and become more poor i guess….i’ve always had problems with depression and anxiety but i think this is my lowest low :/