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little vent here idk if it’s allowed because it’s not solely about work

realizing i'm probably never going to be able to leave my father's house despite working full time is bogging me down hard. i apply to apartments and waste $50 on every application, but i get turned away each time because my credit sucks, i don't make 3x the rent, and neither of my parents want to cosign. i make too much for assistance yet not enough for a shoddy 1 bedroom. i just don't get it. am i supposed to just strike luck somehow? is that the only way out of this shit? my job sucks, they've all sucked. i don't have the time nor money for an education, and at this point it rarely feels worth it. i haven't thought about ending it all this much since high school. i'm reminded everyday that i'm a burden to the ones keeping a roof over my head because of a system…


realizing i'm probably never going to be able to leave my father's house despite working full time is bogging me down hard. i apply to apartments and waste $50 on every application, but i get turned away each time because my credit sucks, i don't make 3x the rent, and neither of my parents want to cosign. i make too much for assistance yet not enough for a shoddy 1 bedroom. i just don't get it. am i supposed to just strike luck somehow? is that the only way out of this shit? my job sucks, they've all sucked. i don't have the time nor money for an education, and at this point it rarely feels worth it. i haven't thought about ending it all this much since high school. i'm reminded everyday that i'm a burden to the ones keeping a roof over my head because of a system that i'm completely disadvantaged in, that $400 a month for a bedroom isn't enough to my dad. i know others have it worse, others are living out of their cars and under overpasses, but it just sucks seeing the goalpost get further and further

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