Im so tired of working it feels like their is no point to it. I have saved this whole year by living with my parents buying minimal things the only thing i actually got was a 1500 gaming computer because i always wanted one. i dont require much in life but games free time and socialization but it seems impossible with a job i have managed to save 10000 dollars to go to college but it's not worth it at all for what i went through i work a job pitchforking nonstop all day and being around chemicals and sawdust floating through thae air all day and also loud noise and heat its so terrible.This job is making me become a terrible person i am angry all the time and sleep deprived because i have to wake up at 4 am and stay until 2 or 3 the only reqson i stay is because its the best paying job in my small area which is 19 a hour mcdonlars and wlamart pay only like 10 dollars. MY only hope now is to go to college now and get a computer science degree and i don't even know if i can do it or if it will even make my life better but i sure do want the free time that comes with the holidays at college so i can have actual time to play my computer and hang out with friends but then thats all my 10000 dollars plus -40000 gone and i have to actually pass to get the degree.