I don't think I can take this anymore. My job sucks. I am constantly yelled at or chastised for the slightest reason and it makes me both sad and pissed off. These customers dehumanize me constantly for not acting 100% perfect all the time and it just makes me sick. Like, do they just get off on this type of thing? And the managers will be on their side even when I was told during “training” that what they asked for was wrong.
But the part I hate most is that I have no other options. I'm a broke college student that was screwed out of a lot of time and money so I have to take this job and pay for things like for food and hospital bills. I'm trying to learn new skills, but it's a slow process not helped by the facts that I'm so exhausted when I get back from work and I wasn't the best in school growing up. I also feel so embarrassed that I work in retail even though it's just a job and I do it to survive. I just wish there was an easier way to make more money so I could support myself without me wanting to cry due to stress all the time.