Hey y'all,
long story short: I get a bonus at the end of this month because I work two jobs for like 4 months now (and yes, I regret it, I should just have done my own work and that's it; almost burnt out two times and asked 3987948 times for help and “they can't find anyone” [they didn't search lol]) and the situation is still ongoing. The bonus is okay. At least I get SOMETHING. Had to argue with one of the bosses and tell them AGAIN and AGAIN how much the situation sucks and I can't feel appreciated because I had to ask for it, lol.
Anyway.
Today I read my ill colleague's mails (what everyone knows because I keep an eye on for deadlines and invoices, etc.) and maybe I should have stopped reading after “Hey [ill colleague's name]” but I didn't … because I saw my name. It was a mail about me and one of my bosses asked if she heard anything from me (no? because she's ill, I wouldn't involve her, it's not HER job to help me here) because I would be “sad” and “disappointed” and maybe he is just insensitive (his words) but he can't understand why. Everyone would have wished me a merry x-mas and the last months he only gave me two files to create (bullshit, was much more [and I'm not doing only this?? and I'm working not only for my boss and him right now but also two other bosses lol also doing accounting now yadda yadda it's a lot]) and the reason nobody gave me anything at all at christmas was they had a rule “everyone gives their own secretary some thank you money/gifts/whatever” (his words).
Well, USUALLY I only work for MY boss, too, but the usual is not happening right now??
I am mad. The best is: he gave me a new file to create today. The mail was from January 2nd. Three of the bosses (him included) went to dinner on the 3rd and decided for the bonus then (and probably because my boss told them he did not want me to quit … he started telling them the idea of a bonus because I was frustrated af).
Sorry for my chaotic writing, but a) English is not my first and b) I'm mad.
But still … the mail was not for me to read. Would you still confront him?