I called an old boss about getting my job back very part time and she asked why I said my health ins is crazy expensive and I need to feel the gap. I told her I would commit to 18 hours a week for two years and work all the holidays.
I feel sick that on top of my 50 hour work week I have to add more time to it.
The only plus is that it is not real time away from the kids , they won't even know I'm out working!!!!