Everything is urgent for him. Everything is to be delivered within a fake deadline which is impossible to work with. There's a lot of unnecessary pressure. At first, I believed him. But now it's been more than a year and I feel I'm collapsing. I don't even wanna work anymore. I can't afford to lose my job. I can't afford to not work.
I feel the world is crashing. I have become numb. I don't feel excited about anything. Everyday I'm working more than 12 hours. Personal life, personal hygiene everything's gone for a toss.
Maybe I was hyperfixated at work but now I'm coming down and feel completely burnt out. I'm looking for other options but it would still take anywhere between 6-12 months. Is there anything I can do to stay sane?