We just found out my dad is facing end of life. It's hard to keep my mind on work. I am obviously still going in and my manager is aware and is supportive. I'm allowed to use my phone and whatnot. But I still can't help but feel other people are annoyed I am not doing my job to 10000% of my ability but really I'm just trying to not break down. Because THERES STILL WORK TO BE DONE RIGHT? I've learned over the years that having a job means you get accused of not doing your job by people who you see not do THEIR job, and the cycle continues