This title is because I'm feeling emboldened by the sweet workplace of my new job. At first I was like, let me hold onto this terrible workplace just in case as I test out this new workplace. But as I went into work today and the environment was just so nice, I ended up going home today and comparing the two and I got an email from my boss telling me they can't be flexible with my work. If there is anything COVID has taught me, my job could totally be flexible. They are trying to tell me they can't be flexible while they aren't even in the COUNTRY! So, it just started an avalanche of bad memories and I've literally been dragon breathing trying to calm down as I remember the times I've cried so hard while working there. This has been the only job I've ever cried, like the world was ending cried, and I even gave them a resignation letter when they disrespected me before. However, I was convinced to return and I tried to put things behind me. It's been four years since then and I feel like my thoughts have continued to be disrespected. At the same time, I have slowly developed a backbone and a voice. Honestly, if my boss tries to have a conversation and I know she won't listen to what I have to say (because it's happened before), I feel like I'm at the point where I would just say, fire me then. And because they have an exit interview, I would call her disgusting to her face and and bring up all the times she has been hypocritical and unethical.