The title says all I’m really able to spit out right now. My job has sucked every bit of joy from my life. I’m in a really bad place mentally and physically because of it. I have insomnia, no appetite, digestive problems, have developed substance abuse problems and my mental health has severely declined since I started this job. I no longer have a live outside off with and every minute of every day is spent trying to find a realistic way out. I no longer do any of the things I used to enjoy. I’ve isolated myself from the few people I used to maintain contact with. Last week I got a rejection email from a job that could have turned my whole life around and I’m devastated. I want to write out my entire sob story here but I’m just so emotionally drained and overwhelmed that I can’t muster it. I want to give up, but what does that even mean? Just wander into the woods and live in a tree?
Edit: I was thinking…to make a game out of this let’s play twenty questions. Y’all ask twenty questions about my shitty job and I’ll try answer honestly. Doesn’t that sound like fun?! (/s)