I just need to say this “out loud” in some way. I wake up at 4 am to process my tasks because an entire company doesn’t think it’s important to get me their items on time. I work in a position where getting their items in on time gets them paid on time and that still isn’t enough incentive. It is still required that I am flexible and work my life around when they can get the items in.
My only direct partner/team member is one of the owners who also finds my questions can be the last answered, as well. But will be the first to tell me my items need to get done sooner so we are not always at the deadline.
Two of my other “closest” team members want me gone because one decided she did not like me calling others out for delaying every task I have.
So where does that leave me? Every email, response, question has to go through the panel of my boss, woman who doesn’t like me, and woman who likes other woman more therefore doesn’t like me. I see them get on a teams call every. Single. Time.
Why do I do this?