It pisses me off, everything piles up at work. All at once and always in situations when I need to focus on work. Personal stuff, responsibilites, school… everything. I get really overwhelmed and just shut down. I get home and have 0 energy to anything but stare at my phone for hours. I'm only 18 and I already don't want to do this for another 40+ years for gods sake. I question my decisions, my job, myself and my life… I always feel the worst when I'm at work.
It pisses me off, everything piles up at work. All at once and always in situations when I need to focus on work.
Personal stuff, responsibilites, school… everything. I get really overwhelmed and just shut down. I get home and have 0 energy to anything but stare at my phone for hours. I'm only 18 and I already don't want to do this for another 40+ years for gods sake. I question my decisions, my job, myself and my life… I always feel the worst when I'm at work.