When I mention having to rely on family or needing to take public transportation to commute to and from work they change up their attitude and make it obvious I'm not a good fit or fake it then ghost me. I'm so tired of this and I just wanna get my life figured out. I know this isn't an emotional support group but I've had a really rough past year with alcoholism and I totaled my car plus lost my license cause of it. Been sober since September and decided instead of checking out like I had planned I'd start over from scratch. I've had this vision over the past few months there's still hope in my situation and I know what I wanna do career wise but it all seems so far away now even though I've been trying to stay hopeful and positive through it all.