I hate my job because it is an absurd, repetitive office job that only helps to enrich people who already have too much and that others get unnecessary things, I would like to study psychology which is one of the few careers I have access to study at night but I don't know if it's worth the effort, after all this is flawed by the stupid capital and I also know that most of people's problems come from their material conditions so I don't know what to do if I should try to study something with the potential to really help society or just let myself be carried away by the absurdity, vices and selfishness before all this crap ends up collapsing.