I've ranted quite a bit about my job situation. I'm still on leave and still pretty messed up and shouldn't be making decisions, but I swear I'm about to.
I'm not optimistic anything is going to improve when I come back, at all. I'm worried about my health and I don't want to end up in a padded cell.
The right thing to do is to give them a chance “to work it out” while finding another job. Should remain optimistic. Right, in this market? But you know what, after all I've gone through with them I'm bitter and just want to hand in my equipment. I know I'll be screwing myself but the anxiety isn't going down. And I'm still disabled so I cant even job hunt appropriately until I'm stable again.
I have some savings but probably not enough to keep us from going bankrupt before too long (been having to dip into it to survive because of inflation.) It's so fucking hard not to do it though. This feels like some kind of horrible joke of a trap with no right answer. But yay capitalism right? I must just be lazy or weak.
Step bro is a lawyer and pretty much said yeah you're screwed, they're going to fire you. Honestly, I would not even be sad.
Just had to rant to get it out of my head. What would you guys do? (besides pull an office space)