Currently having a #moment at work. I was going to post this in a BPD group but this is about work.
Might get fired because someone’s missing AirPods and I was the last one seen with them on camera. I didn’t steal them, but I can see the blame on my bosses faces. They think I did it and I can’t remember if I accidentally pocketed them and one of them said if I did I’d still get fired. I’ve been under so much stress these past few weeks because I’ve been promoted, and now I have to take a lot of shit. But I’ve been working my ass off and doing what I thought was a great job managing. I already knew this, but this situation really proved to me that bosses don’t actually give a shit about anyone but themselves. I’m nothing but a pawn in this game and I’m so tired of working and having to deal and create this personality that I can’t even maintain. I’m sitting on the floor of a dirty ass bathroom trying to calm myself down before heading back and leading a team. I’m so tired. I don’t want to do this anymore. Only thing good coming out of this is a little money and it’s not worth it anymore. I just told my psychiatrist I was doing better last week and look at me now. Back to square one. I’m tired