It’s not a permanent job
I’m a student been in this IT job since May last year, and everyday I just get more and more fed up
My manager is passive aggressive and not helpful, behaviour is questionable
But I’m sitting here everyday and I just don’t care. I see my co worker in his mid 40s pandering to his supervisor and telling me things that obviously the supervisor told him to tell me, and it’s obvious, was about mistakes I made, I notice his behaviour changed towards me
If I get to that stage in my mid 40s please shoot me
I’m here until august, then back to university. I don’t really want to work in IT anymore, the environment bores me and the work is mind numbing
In my meeting today with the supervisor he was going on about the mistakes I was making, how it affects the business and their image etc, went over my head
I want to make money on the side but unsure
Supervisor today asked me what time I went to bed at, because I looked tired or something. Mistakingly, I told him before in a roundabout way I am dealing with PTSD, I was bad back in September and better now, but no use telling your employer because most of the time they don’t give a fuck, clearly
Anyone else feel the same?
I don’t want to come across as selfish or condescending in this post, this is just what I feel
I’m not into material things and I don’t really buy stuff so money isn’t the issue