Any ideas on how I can ruin his? I just found out he cheated on my mom (for like the third time)…and then there was a homeless guy he literally laughed at. It was just the last straw and I hate him so much. I don't want to name him or expose him…I still kind of love him a bit…but I want to hurt him. I want him to pay. I don't have direct evidence of crimes he committed I just know that there are some crimes. And again turning him in or turning in info even if I had it…it would hurt my father. And I don't want to do that…but I want him to stop ruining lives. Also he's a drunk and probably gonna die in 5 to 10 years…should I just let him? I keep trying to get him to go to treatment, we all do…but yesterday was the first time I allowed myself to think of a world where he's not here and it made me happy. I don't wish him dead, I just don't like that he is here on Earth if that makes sense.