I'm quitting my 1.50$ an hour (context in post history) office job this friday. They won't see me another monday. I don't have anything lined up so i'll be spending my time looking for another job to get me by until i can move forward in life. I've been struggling with notalive ideation and crying daily the past few weeks over how much worse my anxiety and depression have gotten only in those 6 months. I've attempted last year so i know i can't ignore or just “tought it out” anymore.
I feel so close to freedom but also scared of the near future and guilty for letting coworkers down but i know i can't stay at this place.
Posting this to vent and raise our spirits.