I absolutely don’t like my job. Like I hate it sooooooo much to the point that I would much rather die than do this. I have no motivation to learn anything because this is NOT what I want to do. This is totally different from my field of study (accepted whatever i could find right out if college).
I have to stick it out for 3 more months or else i will have to pay back the signing bonus (if i had the $$ i would give them the signing bonus back and just quit). I have been working on some certifications that will allow me to find a job in my field much easier but it will take me another 1 month to study for the certification.
The problem is its getting really really really difficult sticking this out. I have been handed a complex project to complete all by myself and my manager is demanding and provides no guidance at all. He keeps throwing passive aggressive comments at me, asks me to take more “risks”, and such. When I ask for guidance, he says things like its a super easy task, don’t make excuses, and such. I do ask help with other people (but I cant ask help for EVERYTHING either).
This project is the reason why i think i cant stick this out for another 3 months.
I dread working soooo much. Like at this point, if I had to choose between my job or getting hit by a train, I would choose to get hit by a train.
Please provide me tips on how to stick this out for another 3 months doing the ABSOLUTE ABSOLUTE ABSOLUTE bare minimum.!
Thanks!!