I gotta crawl out of bed once again at 4am, force feed myself, and go to a foundry to pick up heavy objects and move them to pallets for 8 hours. And I gotta do it 7 days this week. I need the money just so I can have a place to sleep for a few hours to go back to work and a car to take me to work, so my money is just to get me to go to work. Im 23, life is bleak. I just dont care anymore. Everyday I dread just waking up. When i was young i couldnt wait to be an adult, now id give anything to quit existing. Anyone feel the same?