I'm in my early 30s. I don't have anything. No money, property, friendship, family, community, love. I never had high hopes for my life, but now I'm really getting tired of it all. I've always had poor health, but not considered severe enough to be eligible for disability.
I don't want to be a slave. And I'm not built to be a slave. I'm not physically big or strong.
I've tried a lot of things. The most drastic probably was being homeless living in my car – This was hell for me and thus I discarded this option.
Two things I want are:
1) My own property – Just a small, decent single-family house. Bought at a fair price (fair mortgage rate, etc.), in a decent area.
Why? Because I'm tired of renting apartments (expensive and losing $ paying for someone else's mortgage) and living with roommates (always a bad experience). I want my own privacy and place of refuge to rest and try to have some peace.
2) A part-time and/or remote job that is decent and pays enough to cover my expenses and save a little every month.
Why? Because I'm invisibly disabled. Working full-time kills me. I've always wanted to just work part-time and earn enough to cover my expenses. That was almost impossible pre-2020, and now it's out of the question.
Thanks for your help.