basically on february 28th i was fired from my job. the last 3 weeks of my life have been absolute torture. i was wrongfully fired because my safe sick time hours were incorrectly entered, i thought i had enough time to take off a day. they called me and told me they were moving on with termination and i tried to explain multiple times that this was a mistake. i've already reported this to “solutions” because i have proof of all of this being a complete mistake on their part. ever since i've been fired i've been extremely depressed because i have C-PTSD. my mind has been going to very dark places throughout these 3 weeks because i've basically lost everything. i don't have any money, i have no insurance now that they have fired me and i used it for my therapy appointments, i don't have any support system to go to, i am so lonely and depressed. i feel like such a failure and im trying to find the strength to keep going on. i live in arizona and where i live it's extremely hard to find jobs, especially ones that actually pay you enough to pay rent. the job market here is absolute dogshit especially for a 19 year old who barely has any experience. the rejection of this firing has created very strong emotions for me and everyday i sit on my computer going through job offers that are absolutely not “entry level.” i feel like everything is fucked up and it's never going to be okay again. the job i had made life just that more manageable. me and my sister live together and we both worked at this job so me and her always did our shifts together. the pay was really good. the hours were really good (4x10s). it's made everything a thousand times harder to manage. since my sister is still hired there she works 6:00am to 4:30pm. most jobs im seeing don't align with her schedule and we both car pooled so she'd basically have the car the entire day. living in arizona, we all know it is 1000000% car dependent so it's been extremely hard trying to find something that might work for both of us. i saved money for rent and bills so i have just about another month to figure out where i can work next. i've been trying to give myself credit but it's really hard when it's been 3 weeks and no luck has turned up. also a few days ago my sister just casually mentioned that if we couldn't afford rent when our lease renews (we are expecting it because arizona has no rent cap and rent has been rising all over) that she would just be moving in a house with our roommate which is her highschool friend. and that i would just go back to my mothers house until i figured something out. i was completely blindsided and i cried hysterically after she told me because i felt so unimportant and it almost just proved how lonely i am. my mom doesn't even have a proper bedroom in her house for me because my younger siblings have already taken up the rooms me and my sister once used. it felt so fucking humiliating to be told that i would just be sent back to my moms place while my sister lived in a house. she NEVER mentioned this to me and we had already discussed what we were planning to do when the lease was up. if she would've mentioned this plan way before and put the possibility on the table i would not be this upset. but being in a depressed state and feeling this lonely and lost then to have your older sister tell you that was heartbreaking and made me even more stressed out. our lease renews in june and we are going to find out how much rent will increase at the end of this month. also if anyone asks about unemployment my answer is this: i've been basically going back and forth with multiple HR and solutions managers about my termination so i haven't applied to any unemployment because i've been waiting on their solution to me being fired. i didn't think it was a good idea to get on unemployment if the possibility of getting my job back was on the table. that might be a dumb excuse i'm sorry ive never been fired and i really don't know how unemployment works. if you have advice please don't shame, just give the advice and be nice to me, please. also a lot of details about this situation are not in this post so please don't immediately call me stupid if you think something i did was incorrect. last thing, today is the day the investigator on my case is supposed to call and give me a resolution, meaning she's going to tell me if they decided to hire me back or move on. i'm really fucking praying to god, to anyone, that i get this job back. thanks for reading.