A few days ago, the SCOTUS gave a middle finger to all college loan borrowers. My expectations were low so I anticipated the forgiveness program to be shot down, but waking up every day and remembering it actually happened is soul crushing. Then the existential crisis pop in and eventually one has to wonder what they realistically expect us to do to pay it back.
I have had the same wage for almost 3 years. Meanwhile, what I pay in rent has increased significantly. Even in income-based housing, rent is over half my monthly earnings. I've been trying to save money but of course, regular expenses and the occasional unexpected event set me back; I never got past $2,500 in savings. I literally can't pay back my loans.
I can't go out and seek greener pastures. This was my greener pastures. Moving expenses will only set me back even more, and there's no guarantee that I won't be in the same position. The people that promised us that life would be good when we get a college degree are the same people that crashed the economy and housing market, and they're punishing us for not being able to make it.
Seriously, what the fuck do they actually expect us to do???