I, at the moment, only work one job with maybe 20 hours a week. I'm looking for a second job but I don't want some lame job that pays me shit. I love that I'm so poor I can't pay a hospital bills so now 25% of each pay check gets to go to that bill by the government because I wasn't paying enough each month if I had the money to spare. I was on food stamps but they decided that the only way I get food is through food stamps and the rest of my money has to go to bills and rent. I went from getting enough money to eat for the month to now I get $37 a month. I hate this government. I hate that I can't find another job in a busy town that says they're hiring everywhere. I'm at a point of faking my death and finding a way to live off grid
I just want to not be money stressed. I know I'm going to have to back to days where I can eat and days where I need to fast. I straight up don't like my life but I want to live something worth living