just hear me out if everything is fucked, I have been working since I was 12 did everything right worked 100+ hour weeks gave up life relationships and my personality to make money and live the dream well almost 20 years later I still live paycheck to paycheck cant afford a house cant start a family and now have permanent health issues. I'm making one last go of education and if I am rejected I have decided to kill myself how do you all keep going because if I am honest I cant.