I'm just so overwhelmed. I've been looking for a new job for about a month now, applied to a lot of places but didn't hear back. Well I had a second interview with a company I really liked yesterday, and at the end of it I was very confident that they would be making me a job offer. He ended the meeting by asking once again how much notice I said I needed for my current position, and then he said he would probably call me tomorrow.
Well, it's tomorrow, and he hasn't called. I messaged him on LinkedIn, which has been our main platform for communication, and thanked him for his time yesterday. He said it was a pleasure to meet me, he would reach back out soon, and to have a good weekend. It wasn't a no, but it wasn't a yes like I was expecting and it makes me think they're leaning towards someone else, and I won't get the job after all. I would be crushed if that was the case.
I know its not the end of the world, but I am so ready to leave my current position. I am miserable here. The prospect of having to stay longer than I thought has sent me into a mini panic attack, and now I'm crying at work. I've locked myself in my little closet of an office and am just trying to wrap my head around the possibility that I may have to stay here through the summer, which I don't know if I could even do from a mental health standpoint. I hope my boss doesn't come in demanding I do some more bullshit, because I just cannot take it today.