I feel like almost everything I do at work has no value to anyone, it makes the company money… but nobody actually needs it.
I am on a hell of a lot on tasks that I know are being worked on in a terrible and inefficient way. My managers don't care about developing internal processes.
I'm not earning enough to save, there is nothing in it for me emotionally, I am just staying because it's so difficult to find another job and I have to pay rent.
So I typically dream about the total collapse of society and being totally free from these meanial tasks. I like the idea of all of the BS disappearing into insignificance and only having to focus on my primary survival instincts….
I am so bored of my job, is this normal?