I'm in my late 20s, and I'm honestly done with this shit.
Currently my company has gone through a reorganization, some people were let go and some (myself included) were moved around and now I'm finding myself in a position, that I know is just going to mentally exhaust me more.
So I'm on the job hunt, but its honestly so hard to be optimistic, reading job descriptions that passively tell that you're going to have to be a fucking drone for this company.
I'm so done, I want to pursue my own hobbies and passion but I can't because they won't pay the bills. At this point its basically pretend to be happy while mentally torturing yourself inside or starvation.
Is this what its come down to? We just grind mindlessly until we're dead?